7 truths about me.
ok, here goes. This might hurt.
1. I am obsessed with taking pregnancy tests. It's NEVER positive but for some reason I CANNOT stop myself each month. In fact I will have to take one today, because I can't help it. I'm obsessive.
2.I always wanted little girls, as early as I can remember. Now that I actually have them I feel so undeserving to have such beautiful daughters.
3. There are things I regret deeply in my life, but I have realized I cannot dwell on them. I have to move forward and make the best of the decisions *I* made, and I realize that ultimately, only I can change the things I need to change, and one of these days, I will!
4. I find myself defending Britney Spears, no matter what she does. I probably always will. I feel like unless you've dealt with mental illness and addiction closely you have no idea what it's like.
5. I'd give almost anything to be a stay at home mom. It's all I've ever wanted to be. Now that I realize I'll never be one, it's hard to let the dream go.
6. My marriage is hard work. Sometimes I feel like it shouldn't have to be this hard and all I can see is the way out. Then I come back to my senses and resolve to work harder,however this is happening less and less lately...
7. I am not crafty in anyway. I want to learn to sew SO BAD, even got a new sewing machine. I set it up and tried to fiddle around with it, but couldnt even figure out how to thread it and it's been sitting in my closet ever since. My sisters are perfect. They're crafty, they're stylish, they're supermoms. I am the direct opposite. And that kills me.
I tag Kim Nicole Melissa and Elisa.
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9 years ago
4 comments:
You are so cute! I totally defend Brittany too. I guess I just feel sorry for her and want people to leave her alone so she can figure this all out and get HELP!!!! You know anytine you want we can get together and I can help you learn how to sew. It really isn't hard once you get the basics. I miss you lets get together soon!!!
you know your babies are little baby brookes...i mean they look different but they are both you. so cute. as for the hard work thing, i hear you. i am way into some self help books that give me new angles on the whole thing all the time. in the end though, its mostly work, & most of the work is mental. if you like to read, i'll send you some titles or books. you're so not alone.
you know this is rachel and not stefano of course.
Did you know that you can buy cheap pg tests on ebay. I am a pg test junkie too!!!! I just can't help my self. Even if I know I am not pg I have to pee on the stick.
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