Tuesday, March 16, 2010


I am overwhelmed at my life right now. I have too many responsibilities to handle. Writing this down kind of makes me look like a big whiner baby, eh? I thought maybe writing it would help me see it and process it. I am looking for a new job, but that's going to be impossible methinks. My job right now, even though I only work 20 hours a week, is causing me anxiety beyond belief and making me sick and stressed. I have a new church calling that I don't want, but took it because I guess that's what you're supposed to do. Although I don't really ever recall me doing things I'm supposed to do, so really there's no excuse for that. I'm all mixed up and maxed out overwhelmed and ready to call a time out. Please tell me there are others out there who feel this way? And I don't mean you people that the biggest decisions in your life are which room of the house to re-decorate, which playgroup to attend, which shoes look better with this outfit, which way should I do my hair etc. I'm bitter.